ooooo summer time

I love and hate summer time. I love seeing flowers bloom, flip flops, sandle like shoes, TANNING, ocean, reading, bright clothes.

But I cant stand to be so flippin hot, Comin outta work to my black car, with black leather, and black tented windows. HOT! bugs, need I say more?

But any who...... I dont know this is a boring post. Im frustrated and want to vent but I dont know that I should HAHA.

I know the heart wants what it wants.

I know some people need to go back to a crap job with bad managers to understand that they are lucky.

I know Im tired

I know Im nervous about moving out.

But I also know Im starting a new chapter, of life, of growing up, of bills, and of aaron and our relationship

So many big things are happining right now.

I know I am missing Christy terribly, and talking on the phone for a few mins seems to make me even more sad b.c Its not enough(im selfish)

I wanna go swimming, lay out, read, have a drink. And sleep...... ok my mind is jumbled. So bye for now

Ahhhh Stepping out....soon....NERVOUS

So I am ready, It's going to happen....in 3 days. I will begin to move into my house. yes REALLY a year and 7 months after this journey began. And YES there is still some things that need to be done. but nothing that will stop me from moving in and LIVING there. I am so excited and nervous at the same time..... Only one room has NOT been changed In some mannor. the guest room. Every other room has been altered. for the better if I do say so myself. wow. *pause for a moment od self satisfaction* with our own hands, sweat,blood, curses, and tears this house is actually going to be a home. I know she is smiling everytime something else makes her pretty. Im kinda nervous.....for the first time in 23 years I will be without my mom and dad. weird. BUT lots of friends and parties to come :-D

oooh what to say what to say

Well yesterday I threw Heathers Bridal shower, AND had the very first party ever at my house. It was smashing baby! I got many complaments of how everything looked, tasted, and I lucked out with the weather.


My camera card is not letting me upload my pictures so I will post new pictures as soon as my tech savy boyfriend fixes it for me.
Im not gonna lie, this shower had me crazy. I wanted it to be perfect and It was $$$ stressing me as emotionally, and physically.


A big shout out to my Mom, Sister, Aaron, and my Daddy. With out there support and the grace of God I would have let Heather and myself down.


But just to give a lil over view of what I had going on.


I serverd


-sweet tea with fresh sliced lemons and oranges afloat on top


-lemonaide with fresh sliced lemons


-mamosa's (Being prepared on sceen by my darling sister the "help" for the day lol) with a sliced lime


-sweet and sour meatballs


-hot crab and shrimp dip


-hot spinach and cheese stuffed mushrooms


-Cheese,strawberry, and pecan dip


-fruit tray

-Spring Pizza


-wraps


-Cupcakes


-Cake





I had 2 tents set up with pink and orange decorations all over. I impressed myself. (of course it was not all me)





and to all the NAY sayers out there, that said I could not do it in time. I AM STICKING MY TOUNGE OUT AT YOU SOOOOOOO BAD.





pictures to follow :-)

May Flowers....

Well I cant belive it is may already. Time is really flying by. In 7 days I will be hosting my first ever party....at MY house.....I am stressed the heck out. Ya know just all the little things that are involved with throwing a party PLUS the fact that my house is a construction site. HOWEVER....some BIG changes have occured.

I adore my back yard. It is Amazing, and my front is too! We put down just a little sod (for an area that has such massive tree roots you wouldnt belive it) so that Grass will grow there. Aaron and Brian Cut in the stones to lay the stone walk way. Looks great. They are a comical pair...put two very ADD people together and ONLY they can know what the conversation really is about.

Aaron started on the latce around the bottom of the deck, I painted my deck a real hard blue and the latce is white.....to be honest with you it looks AMAZINGGGGGG. so fresh and really makes the color pop.

Even though I am stressed out beyond compair with this stupid stuff, I cant deny acknowleging that things ARE infact getting done and I have family and friend that are the greatest!!!!

P.s : Yard work is instant gradification, you start with a mess, sweat a little, and when you stop and look back its beautiful. Love it.